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Look, I know I ain't been myself lately I've been feelin' like someone else lately It's prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside 'Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately I'm still a sinner, I'm losing myself, I need a sign I needed space, I needed love, I needed time And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless Until I realized that you just needed mine That's what I mean by "loving you never helps" 'Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myself I just pushed away 'cause I drew a line and you crossed it Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all my loses, I know What it's like to lose somebody you love And I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs And I know what it's like to have to let go of someone 'Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was They won't ever feel what I feel In a world so fake I just need something that's real I've been dying to live, the devil's shooting to kill I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still See, I've been losing my mind I've been losing everybody I believed in Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing I'm coping with the pain Hoping that the rain just stops 'cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving We always seem to run from those that love us the most And we never open up because we scared to get close We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts 'Cause you left me when I needed you most I said we always seem to run from those that love us the most And never open up because we scared to get close We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping that it lasts, we just hoping that it lasts 'Cause I know what it's like to lose a person you love in I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know Yeah, I know what it's like to lose a person you love in I know what it's like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know Yeah, I know what it's like to lose a person you love in --- Numb - Phora