Scars

I've been trying to stay away from mirrors Guess I'm way too scared to face my fears They ain't nothing scarier than the not Knowing if you know yourself Speak my emotions I just hope it helps Sometimes I think about my life and search for the meaning Looking for temporary angels in permanent demons Sometimes these people call me family just for their convenience Take me for granted, while I'm here Then they get hurt when I'm leaving Leaving all my reasons to kill in a box beside me If you choose to open, embrace yourself. but don't try me Cause I don't wanna turn to that person that's so unlike me, but Fuck with my family I guarantee, I won't take it lightly I might a little different now, it's different now The love we had was toxic so we keep our distance now We used to wanna ride for each other, die for each other Now we point the fingers, say names and lie to each other So it's, fuck love and I'll numb the pain with this hennessy I hurt the people who always ended up forgiving me All this money brought the faker people to me And most the ones I truly love just haven't spoken to me But as of lately --- Scars - Phora