Aphasia

So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight So long Aphasia & the ways it kept me hiding It's not so much exactly all the words I used It's more that I was somehow down to let them loose So complicated I can't wait to get explaining Your listening distended out since I've been crying So long Aphasia & the ways it kept me hidden So long to silent nerves & hesitant oblivion You came & sent me out unfurling in the street And I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking Stick around im thinking things'll be alright Newly delivered, won't you live with me tonight? Something tonight was such a let down on my pride It takes a part of me I don't got to take some things in stride I'd pace around the place so quiet in myself I'd wake the next & see my silence went unfelt Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt Now Nah things go wrong sometimes don't let it freak you out But if I don't have you by me then I'll go underground! Nah but what you've got was in your reaches all along Plus one day you'll be reaching for me & I'll be gone To help remind myself I wrote this little song One day I won't need your love One day I won't define myself by the one I'm thinkin' of And if one day I won't need it One day you won't need it