nothing (in my head)

In my head, in my head I've been trying to turn out the lights Nevermind, I never knew a dark room could be so nice I tried to stop, I tried to stop looking up, it's been hurting my neck On a screen, on a screen, on a screen, on a screen, gonna scream that I I feel so god damn numb I can't feel you anymore Can I, can I please be done? I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no In my head I'm trying to turn off the lights And I can't ever seem to shut them out Tried to turn down the noise and arguments 'Cause I don't wanna fucking hear it now Never thought I would be the fly that's Trapped inside the jar of rotting fruit and wine And their eyes are peeled to watch me drown Was never supposed to make it out alive I feel so god damn numb I can't feel you anymore Can I, can I please be done? I can't stay trapped inside this glass much longer, oh no I don't want to be here, tell me go home I can't ever breathe here, tell me, don't go I could never feel here, can't you let go I could never be here, tell me don't I feel so god damn numb I can't stay trapped inside this box much longer, oh no Can I, can I please be done I can't stay trapped between these walls much longer, oh no