Alkaline

Can I be honest? I'm getting scared of fading out Hearing the whispers, they say I'm old news now All that I wanted is being ripped right out my mouth Can I be honest? Can I be honest with you? Is there composure in the pain? Can I ever find my peace? Will I ever balance me? Took the shot without the aim Hoping I would feel something Will I ever balance me? They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels alright They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels alright They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline Will you be honest? Am I just inside my head? Know that I panic 'cause I'm scared of losing this Do I sound crazy? Losing faith on accident Will you be honest? Can you be honest with me? Is there composure in the pain? Can I ever find my peace? Will I ever balance me? Took the shot without the aim Hoping I would feel something Will I ever balance? Know that they said it, they lied and I bought it They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels alright They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline Swear that I've been tryna change Balance got the best of me Vertigo inside my brain Dizzy tryna find some peace Emotions got the best of me This alkaline's become my pain They swore that I'd be fine But nothing feels alright They swore that I'd be fine There goes my alkaline Know that they said it, they lied and I bought it