Never Thought

Well I let my courage down And I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and they were right And I dream in color I live in black and white But still I have those days when I'm stumblin' through the grays When I drink for boredom and for spite Well I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus but I found I'm lost again I found I've lost again No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought I'd go this crazy No I never thought that I'd go this crazy So will I suffer Or will I be alright I look up into the stars And then look down to count my scars And I know mercy I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus but I found I'm lost again Looking for ways around the clichés but now I'm caught again Looks like I'm caught again I let my courage down And I stayed up all night I sat upon the springs and I chased away the dreams That I was wrong and yeah you were right Well I was lookin' for ways around the clichés but I found I'm caught again I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus and now I'm lost again I found I've lost you again Oh it goes on and on When I have the wills You only have the won'ts When I have the do's You always seem to have the don'ts That's okay I'm only burned on the inside --- Never Thought - Roger Clyne & the Peacemakers