Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, mmm, yeah
Man, this one's special right here, for real
(M-M-M-Murda)
Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (fresh out)
I can't lie, the pain's still here
Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you)
I know you're hurt, but I'm right here
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
Yeah
I'm a public figure, so my privacy is compromised
It's like both of them are tryna harmonize
But one is always louder than the other
I don't think I know somebody prouder than my mother
So I gotta stay strong, for me and her both
Took a couple losses, wish it hurt me the most
But it didn't, if you ask me what's wrong, I don't speak right
In the past week alone watched her grieve twice
Two souls buried, so I try to come around more
Everyday, weed and white wine around 4
I ain't really trippin' though, I know she's a soldier
I hope that the pain gets light as Sammy Sosa, Grammy woke up
Yesterday, as a widow, that's your parents
You're strong, but you're still just a human, that's apparent
And I'm scared of the potential of you spiralin' down
I was cryin' yesterday, but I ain't cryin' right now
Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (fresh out)
I can't lie, the pain's still here
Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you)
I know you're hurt, but I'm right here
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
Yeah
Given this grim situation, I'm tryna be the sun amongst this precipitation
Flippin' patience and the people hated
They send me DMs, they say, "I knew you would make it"
I'll take it, givin' the alternative, I always said the truth
They got mad how I worded it, too bad (haha)
They tried to vilify me
But that ain't stop these millions that be chillin' by me
Get a M&B, like Joel
Since 2016 I managed two commas, so well
Odell, Beckham, how I'm stretchin' for my goal post
I was too open and let some hoes close
I got real life problems, I don't care about tweets
Or the guilt and the bitterness that makes you not sleep
Oh well, bitch, I'm not entertaining drama
Focused on my mom and alleviating trauma (for real)
Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (fresh out)
I can't lie, the pain's still here
Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you)
I know you're hurt, but I'm right here
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
If you're checkin' up on me, then I gotta say, "Thank you"
(Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you)
Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check
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NO TEARS LEFT - Russ
