Nobody Knows

Yeah, yeah Mask up my pain Hold back my tears I'm goin' insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm goin' insane, nobody knows Yeah, I take another shot (shot) Tryna just forget all the negative Devil laughin', meanwhile God explaining the benefits Listen, financial freedom Come and go as you please Arenas packed out Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees You got your mom a house Yeah, I know it seems bittersweet Because your parents separated You thought money sewed seams Now you think it's your fault You enabled the breakup But that's the power of money Now you just funding the makeup With the same tool that brought it down Tell the waiter I don't want no ice I just want tequila I don't want it watered down Everything I bought for y'all I figured that I bought a crown I figured that y'all know that you can get it since I got it now I saw this goin' differently I be lookin' at the seven year old me Like don't come visit me The public took the fun away You've been robbed of all of your innocence I'm talkin' to myself, I hope I'm listening, damn Mask up my pain Hold back my tears I'm goin' insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm goin' insane, nobody knows Juggling the inside and outside heavy I might call a ex-chick and drink some Henny Starting out my day with some shit already Answering the phone like I'm pissed already Media is lyin', gettin' used to it Crucifying me, I need a crucifix Guess I look the part, so I might as well Heaven's where you get When you fight through Hell People keep slandering, but I can't respond Because if I do, y'all call me crazy, sayin' my focus is wrong I'm feelin' fed up, yeah This isn't natural, no Keep it together, let it fall apart in music I can't let them see the pain When I'm the one that gets them through it This some real life shit, no Sometimes I feel like shit, yeah Mask up my pain (yeah) hold back my tears I'm goin' insane nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm goin' insane, nobody knows --- Nobody Knows - Russ