Serenity

I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on? My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, oh gee dad, what did you expect? Dropped outta school to make beats Gionna needs this, Frank needs that, mom needs a house on the beach My best friend Nate got caught by police They got him downtown, locked up, Rice Street What the fuck we gonna do now, do now? We need an angel from above, above To come down and show us love, show us love I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on? My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, oh gee dad, what did you expect? It was me, one nice girl in the picture Half-brother and a half-sister It never hit me, wonder if they miss me Tears fallin' down on the face of Jimmy That's my dad, and his first son Wonder 'bout my mom, was she gone? Was she numb? I can't wrap my head around it, 'round it And for the longest time I was in the grey area, no shine But the light shine bright on the truth Now I'm drinkin' gin all night in the booth (Ah) I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on? My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, oh gee dad, what did you expect? God Grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change Courage to change the things I can And wisdom to know the difference Yeah I used to be sober every second of my day Now I can't sleep without a bottle of champagne What the fuck is going on? My mom is saying rehab, dad is saying, "Russ, what the fuck?" Well, oh gee dad, what did you expect? --- Serenity - Russ