Second Thoughts

Im here but I'm gone now I'm all alone Need the distraction, this noise'll do Not trying to be sober theirs no one to call With the way I'm feeling Im here but I'm gone now I'm all alone Need the distraction, this noise'll do Way less than sober I don't want to call With the way I'm feeling Passing through the crowd See her coming with the sparklers All the liquor I could ask for It dont compensate for all I'm lacking In this shit but I swear I'm absent So much on my head, I wish could replace Time is moving backwards with this cup to my face In place of all the memories left Trying to pretend but I'm not with this shit It ain't right, but I'm gunna make use of this Im here but I'm gone now I'm all alone Need the distraction, this noise'll do Not trying to be sober theirs no one to call With the way I'm feeling Im here but I'm gone now I'm all alone Need the distraction, this noise'll do Way less than sober I don't want to call With the way I'm feeling --- Second Thoughts - Savannah Ré