Welcome to Wonderland

I'm mortified in the woods Surrounding silence, amused I was running, trying to escape If I had the will to choose If I weren't so confused I might have lasted there another day But here I am, unknown battle Every sound, I just get startled I know that my time's running away And then I see a white rabbit Maybe leads me to a cabin I need to hide from those scary men Wake me up when I don't bleed anymore Will they miss me when I'm fucking gone? Throw the pills and write a couple words Climb the wall and close the goddamn doors Left my shoes, I shall look for a home Couldn't choose, they're looking for Me, and I'm bruised, and I don't have a plan Through the woods, welcome to wonderland Then, I finally, hit the ground Granted, I am tripping hard Where they right? Did I eat something bad? Will they miss me or let it go If I do open this door? The moment that I've been looking for Is it a trap? I'm going mad Do I need my meds that bad? Is this the beginning of my end? Peeking out, I see light Then the rabbit to my right Who just says: Welcome to wonderland I run, oh, run My feet on fire And I'm just crying I killed a man