Speechless

I'm flying over the city In a suit and tie And don't my dog look pretty But that's just a dog's life The world outside is red But my room is blue And it will keep me save But I don't know from who [Chorus] And sometimes I find what I need Sometimes I don't find anything But I'm waiting on that day to come I'm waiting on my heart to sing Now I'm speechless I am tongue-tied I am speechless And it's all bottled up inside Another drink Would make me feel much worse But maybe that's just what I need To break this awful curse And in my one room apartment High above this town I'm always trying to use The things that will bring me down [Chorus] It's all bottled up inside And I feel half alive I can't open my eyes I'm getting lost in this disguise [Chorus] I am speechless I am tongue-tied I am speechless And it's all bottled up inside