I'm Not Perfect

I've been taught not to lie I was a scout full of pride But I can't share none of what I'm feeling now You resent me But it's the lies that keeps you around I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake But still you ask for more than I can act And it just drains me out Then you say to drop my armour and be myself You are been tired of my defenses Stupid reasons Deceiving you and your senses But I'm protecting you from this hell I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake But still you ask for more than I can act And it just drains me out Stop lying Stop faking (I´m trying) You're nothing You're just a waste of time For 9 months I've been pregnant with lies And soon she'll be sreaming the screams, Screaming I've been trying to hide them from you With illusions Truth can bring so much useless, worthless, unconceiving PAIN Here comes the pain But still you ask for more than I can act And I just can't cope with it --- I'm Not Perfect - Silence 4