two faced

I put a smile on my face No matter how I feel Even if I'm sinkin' can't be droppin' tears ain't a boy I'm a man now Soon to be an star in due time But what's the purpose of doing all the things that I did Trying to grow for what reason I wish I wish I knew I'm used tightening my neck so I won't stand out But now I've come too far I wish I wish I could convey how I feel Distorted and confused how I feel What it feels to be in love how I feel How I feel What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real If there's someone who I can Trust enough to say who I am I know that I'm weird sometimes But I wish somebody knew this side of me Knew this side of me There are couple moments where I want to look back And I'm just thinking if I made the right choices Would it be right Would it be right I wish, I could, I would I wish I could convey how I feel Distorted and confused how I feel What it feels to be in love how it'd feel How I feel What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real If there's someone who I can Trust enough to say who I am I know that I'm weird sometimes But I wish somebody knew this side of me Knew this side of me