Beauty and the Freak

I'm letting go One thing is for certain I'm treading paths I've walked before I've reconsidered and I'm contemplating letting go I watched resentment steal into your face like a thief (a thief) And the more you pull the more I push you away from me And I'm letting go I'm trying You're beautiful she said to me Then why do I feel so ugly? The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe) It must go more than skin deep Domination. Segregation. Infiltration. This life is mine and I'll be dead before you take it I try to fly but an invisible blade cuts me I hear that sound just before I hit the ground You're beautiful she said to me Then why do I feel so ugly? The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe) It must go more than skin deep You're beautiful she said to me Then why do I feel so ugly? I know it's hard I admit I'm scared this just how it has to be (has to be) The hurt will fade your heart remade Eventually we'll regret these days You're no stranger but you're strange to me (these days) Now when loneliness won't leave you alone (these days) You're beautiful she said to me Then why do I feel so ugly? You're beautiful she said to me Then why do I feel so ugly? The freak inside (freak inside) I still believe (still believe) It must go more than skin deep My dead sense can't tell right from wrong That's why my words only inflicted pain on you (Skin Deep) I've picked the lock of a door I never wanted to go through (Skin Deep) I'm turning back (Skin Deep) I'm letting go