Haircut

The sunlight speckles through trees across the road Well, I get white spots in my vision, so I blink them out Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Well, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures A white noise calling my name I've spent ten years in my head trying to be someone And if it seems like I'm unsure of myself, that's the reason Oh, I think I'm coming around to this Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit Well, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change up, a face lift But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures A white noise calling my name Got a haircut, I tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So I'm starting here Something's different when I see myself Can't explain it all away, well, I hate the way I compensate I keep running circles in my head What could there be left to say? I ask myself that everyday Well, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change up, a face lift It doesn't work like the movies, I found out My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures A white noise calling my name Got a haircut, I tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am So I'm starting here Right here --- Haircut - Spacey Jane