Shame

I only see myself Reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am Essentially are lies And everything I'd hoped to be Or ever thought that I was Died with your belief in me So who the hell am I I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you I'm wandering around confused Wondering why I tried The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies I pray for someone to ache for me The way I ache for you If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you I stare into this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me Or cared if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant like this I never meant like this No I never meant like this I don't know if I am real without you What is left of me without you I don't know what's real without you How can I exist without you How can I exist without you How can I exist without you