Daredevil

I shed my blood and tears Knees bowed at the cross But no matter What I do I always make My parents cross This bridge that’s Burning right now That’s just ancient history So ignore the Flaming ruins It’s been over And crossed Gone’s the Dried up skin That you saw When I was shedding Cause I lost myself Three weeks ago I failed at moral betting So I sit here In the ashes All alone Silent and fretting My moral compass broken Someone tell me Where I'm heading Don't cry For the old me It’s too late And she is gone She traveled Somewhere else She won't be back Before the dawn Not a moment’s hesitation She’s a cloud Of dust this instant Why should I Mourn the loss She couldn't follow Up her instincts I'm exhausted and worn out And I just need To be reborn To prove it To myself I'm not an Object of scorn To prove it To myself That I’m a rose And not a thorn I am the Picture of defeat Clothes tattered Skin torn I might seem Like a hypocrite But maybe I’m just human And I call myself selfless Everytime that I’m using Maybe that’s ok And I can live With it one day But I'm just sick Of the preaching And done With the teaching Brush off All your prophecies I'll stay being anomaly Brush off All your prophecies I'll stay being anomaly I’ll stay being anomaly And no one here Is stopping me I’ll stay being anomaly And no one here Is stopping me I sit in Scarlet sanctuaries Hoping no one Sees me bleed Ripped up To my chest A million stitches More I need Always try my best Can't count the times That I've confessed But it hovers At three thousand It's a saturated deed It’s a saturated deed Can you see The way I bleed I always beg To be forgiven For the places That I'm driven But I do not regret The glorious darkness I’ve been given Lost my voice Like yesterday I don't remember How to pray At least that's what My mother says My hairs are Quickly turning gray I got no fear I think I’m daredevil I got no regrets Maybe I’m just the devil And up or down I’ve reached another level Yeah, and up or down I’ve reached another level