Who Put You Up To This?

If only I could feel so free To call you now would be a breeze So tell me when (if only I could) you feel the need (if only I could) For letting go for real (if only I could) I don't know who put you up to this I don't know who put you up to this But I'm gonna find out, someday (i'll find out) You got me driving to the airport on a Sunday (uh oh, uh oh out) And I know you'll give me hate for this Yeah, they'll burn you with the stake for this I'm burning up all the obligations And I'm gonna take a permanent vacation If only I could feel so free To call you now would be a breeze So tell me when (if only I could) you feel the need (if only I could) (If only I could) for letting go for real (if only I could) In another life I was a bitch In another life I was your bitch An' here's how it turned out, out, out (out) In another life I was a fish Now I'm sitting on the fucking dish And I'm good enough for the main course Even if I'm the one that's paying for it (ooh) If only I could (if only I could) feel so free (if only I could) To call you now (if only I could) would be a breeze (if only I could) So tell me when (if only I could) you feel the need (if only I could) (If only I could) for letting go for real (if only I could) If only I could If only I could If only I could If only I could If only I could If only I could If only I could If only I could