Can't Let It Show

Oh How did I lose you? (How did I lose you?) How did I blow that? How can we go back? Why did I not choose you? Oh-oh Instead of a good time I wasted your good time I shoulda been everything I promised I shoulda not had to learn it from this You shoulda been first I know it's emotional, but you're not emotional, she said I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be crying but I can't stop thinking All the things you should've said that you never said All the things you should've done that you never did Always said, "I don't know what I should be feeling" Oh, darling I been stupid, thoughtless I been useless, heartless I've been violating and thinking it wasn't ever gonna catch up I wasn't ever gonna 'fess up, and that's real I shoulda been everything I promised I shoulda not had to learn it from this You shoulda been first (oh my god) I know it's emotional, but you're not emotional, she said I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be crying but I can't stop thinking All the things we should've said that you never said All the things you should've done that you never did Always said, "I don't know what I should be feeling" Oh, darling Please (cry), shoulda known you're feeling something Please (cry), 'cause if it hurts, I know you still care (Cry) 'cause if you don't, I know you're over it (Cry) oh, please, girl (Cry) so that I know you're feeling something Please (cry), 'cause if it hurts I know you still care (Cry) 'cause if you don't, then I know you're over it (Cry) oh, she said, she said, she said I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be crying but I can't stop thinking All the things we should've said that you never said All the things you should've done that you never did Always said, "I don't know what I should be doing" Oh, darling Make it go Make it go away