What I Do...

I haven't breathed right since I met you Spent a year trying to forget you Spent another trying to make it right The sunlight in my head will rust My image of you turns to dust And I will not be surprised 'Cause I wait for words that you're not saying Fighting myself to push you away I dare you to leave, with my faith decaying Waiting for you to run out of grace That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do You know I wish we could dance But I am stoned and out of breath you just try to tell yourself That one day I'll snap out of it I know that you try your best But there are things you just can't fix And darling I am one of them And you don't have to tell me now I know that you're still worried about My moods that swing with a violence They scream in the silence And I wish I could settle down That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do 'Cause I wait for words that you're not saying Fighting myself to push you away my moods that swing with a violence They scream in the silence Waiting for you to fall out of grace That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do (That's just what I do, do, do That's just what I do, do, do)