On Becoming Willing

I'm not asleep but I need to wake up It's never enough I have depth to my cup This is no joke Don't want to fight Maybe I'll end it all on this night Father can you feel me? I'm on my knees I'm reaching out and I need you now 'Cause the light in my heart's burned out Maybe there's still time to find a way out I just need something I need it right now Feeling so weak I'm in pain Tell me there has to be a better way Father can you feel me? I'm on my knees I'm reaching out and I need you now 'Cause the light in my heart's burned out Father can you hear me? I think I might be freaking out And I need you now 'Cause the light in my heart's burned out Father can you feel me? I'm on my knees I'm reaching out and I need you now 'Cause the light in my heart's burned out Father can you hear me? I think I might be freaking out And I need you now 'Cause the light in my heart's burned out --- On Becoming Willing - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus