Life is but a Stream~

One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber One, one One in the chamber One in the chamber One, one My life is a movie, but I bought the tickets too late Missin' the show Refund me they won't So now I make pay sellin' it as single frames Tellin' myself that it's bank But deep down I know it's just change One day the seats will be empty And one day the screen will be blank Until that day, please don't tempt me 'Cause I'm gonna try and stay straight Vacant apologies hollow the blame My sorrow is comfortin' and I'm in pain I'll follow what's numbin', but there I'll remain But there I'll remain Call it what you want but don't call it what it ain't One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber for ya One in the cha- One in the cha- One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber for ya One in the chamber for ya Don't wanna talk about my drug use Suffer through so much abuse Lost my way back home Left my family all alone Did what I would never do and can't forgive myself What I put my father through Left him to burn in hell, yeah My brother hugged me with tears in his eyes Pointed to his veins Tryna indicate that the blood we share is both the same Man, I swear I died that day Amends that I try to make Wrote this for the words I could not find to say