I'll Save Myself This Time

Couldn't forget the words they said I know it's all inside my head I know that it's all wrong I should stick to a somber song Couldn't forget the words they said Like paper there's too much to shred Torn to pieces Could I? Leave it unsaid Time For the sickening disease won't take control I'll do it on my own I'll do it all alone This Time The connotations of the end The implications that we read I'm over analyzing Every word and letter that's inside I wonder if I'm good enough? I wonder if I'm too fucked up? I wonder why I feel like I'm so fucking goddamn hard to love Am I? I won't take it Time For the sickening disease won't take control I'll do it on my own I'll do it all alone This Time