The Cure

Feel it deep beneath my skin Like the walls and the end are closing in Infecting the deadly wounds I kept buried within It's like a plague I can't evade Every day it's eating at me I can barely see, can barely breath I don't wanna try to fake it But I don't think I'm gonna make it Every time I try I cave in Looking to the sky, begging for my life Nothing ever seems to save me I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believe Guess I shoulda seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease So is the sickness in my head Am I better off dead Will they miss me when I've left Will they celebrate instead Should I let you be the one to bleed me dry Cause you're my dirty needle, you're my favorite parasite I'm insane, looking for the antidote You invade but it's pointless to diagnose Cause lately prescriptions all plateau I'm losing the battle I'm numb to pain I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believe Guess I shoulda seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease I wanna fall asleep Pretend it's all a dream Don't wanna wake up I don't wanna wake up I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believe Guess I shoulda seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believe Guess I shoulda seen it coming but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease