Dissipating

Elevated by definition I've never been a stranger to folly I've been clambering for purchase And given none Venerating every endeavour To defy the baser mechanics Why would there be an exception For us When nothing ever lasts? You double down upon your position Ever zealous in your denial Still extrapolating meaning With fervour Slinging around the same response for centuries (I'm) getting tired of all these rebuttals Why do we keep on entertaining The assumption That it should be fair? There's no evading it The inescapable reality But even in my bleakest moments I find myself Relinquishing my bitterness Suddenly it comes to me Nothing's what it seems to be And all of my apathy Is dissipating like the wind If everything will turn to rust And none of this was owed to us Then all we experience Will have to be enough So I'll cling to that instead Beyond imagining The distances untravelled I'll embrace these limitations And stop trying to escape them I'm free And all you'll ever be Is forever indifferent to me