Hold On

Yeah For every time i'm happy, something goes wrong And i've been on the edge trying to hold on Ya i'm bleeding Down here on my knees ya Begging and i'm pleading But no one hear me screaming Ya i'm lonely Tell me what's it to you So much pressure on me I don't know what to do Nobody reaching out, nobody call my cell I guess i'm all alone now, do it by myself Don't need no one else, i be just fine Hiding all my emotion like i'm a tough guy But my reflection in the mirror tell enough lies And none of that is gonna matter when it's crunch time Don't have much time, and it's so confusing Look at my eyes, you can see i'm losing Thinking suicide, don't know if i could do it But the ropes high, i'm hanging up the nooses Truth is, i struggle every day But if the shoe fits Well you know what they say It doesn't matter cause you had to wear it anyway Try to look ahead but i can't see any better days Cause every time i'm happy, something goes wrong And i've been on the edge trying to hold on Ya i'm bleeding Down here on my knees ya Begging and i'm pleading But no one hear me screaming And lately i've been stressing, i don’t know why Maybe it's some demons in my own mind But it's so fine if you control me Cause i'm lonely, so no i don't mind yeah And i don't want your medication Cause all it ever did for me was lead to darker places I need some piece of mind cause my thoughts are always racing I'm looking for my happy place i think it's on vacation Yuh, and i don’t want to be the burden I guess it's why i never try and call you when i'm hurting Ya i been isolated, i been hiding in my home So even if i'm dying i ain't picking up the phone, no I don't want to talk but i think i need some help now Wish i would've called cause i'm running out of breath now I can't catch it, i think it fell behind Cause it's hard to focus with this commotion in my mind, and it Feel like i'm chocking on everything i'm holding I got this fake smile just to hide it with emotion I'm so broken it got me feeling hopeless And every day the same It's like i'm going through the motion Cause every time i'm happy something goes wrong And i've been on the edge trying to hold on Ya i'm bleeding Down here on my knees ya Begging and i'm pleading But no one hear me screaming And lately i've been stressing, i don’t know why Maybe it's some demons in my own mind But it's so fine if you control me Cause i'm lonely, so no i don't mind yeah