I hate what you did it was never fucking right
I put my heart into these beat and these lyrics that I write
All we have to be is strong with these battles that we fight
We are all alone and our minds aren't always right
Battlefield of depression yeah these pills make me right
All these voices in my head that I've been hearing every night
Make me feel like shit, hearing triggers tapping twice
They ate in front of me never gave me a slice
Getting hella anxiety and it makes me wanna cry
Sleep paralysis makes me feel like the devil's squeezing tight
I'm all alone when I get these feelings every night
Pressure makes diamonds but our value's more than twice
Pressure's temporary you'll be strong enough to fight
I've felt alone and I don't wanna feel that feeling twice
Now you're gone and I don't even feel alright
What you did was wrong and It makes me value life
I hate the fact that I won't meet your children or your wife
I saw you facing charges that would've given life
I wish there was another way instead pf taking your own life
I hope you're in a better place than ever facing 5
I understand your pain but there's other ways around it
Demons all around me I feel like I'm surrounded
I remember reminiscing when my lil ass was grounded
Had problems at home and in the streets I showed that I was 'bout it
Ion feel safe when I leave the crib without it
Then they try to fight me but this gun will make 'em doubt it
"You have to be strong" my father once had shouted
"You have to finish strong with all the shit you have started"
Life's a story but I wish it wouldn't end
I know you felt alone and like you never had a friend
My heart's been hurting and I think it needs to mend
I hope to see you when my life comes to an end
Yeah
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Intro - cloutgod11
※ Songwriter
ABEL RICARDO DE SOUZA CAMARGO, DIEGO KASPER CARDOSO, IURI SANSON AGUILERA, MARCO VINICIUS TEIXEIRA PANICHI, SAVIO RADE SORDI