Good Luck Next Year

I've been blanking out Over simple situations No matter what it takes I need to gain some confidence And the hardest part is trying to Keep up with everyone else I'll bite my tongue and keep on thinking I've got to get back on my feet Before I sink too deep And I developed a distaste For everything surrounding me And I won't ever come back again No, I'll never set my foot here again I need to catch my breath every single time I didn't know that everything get's harder All this time I wasted getting nowhere There is something more to this I'm sure And I can't deny the truth anymore Brace yourself, here comes the truth Say it like you all do, just fake it like you mean it Every action brings a consequence Now I'll just leave you with that That I would dig myself deeper down this empty hole And eventually you'll see that there is things you can't control But I couldn't care less What you do or what you think Good luck next year I'll make sure I won't be here While everybody else is fast paced I'm stuck here clenching my teeth again And my patience is wearing thin I can feel my bones cave from within And I can't seem to come to terms with the fact that I'm just good for nothing How did I end up here? I could do better, I could do so much better Where do I go from here? I could do better, I could do so much better Still I don't know what's keeping me from running away from here --- Good Luck Next Year - Abandoned By Bears