barren

Don't know how to care anymore Yeah you lied and said you'd stay I'm trying but what is it for Knowing that I'll be replaced I can't look in the mirror I can't face myself My life was a blur at the age of 12 Don't listen to her regarding my health Cause the way that I'm feeling no one has felt Looking around nobody's here This is my world now the dust has cleared My barren wasteland now I got no fear Another one falls vermillion heavens appear Now your words are like shrapnel in my brain No one else knows this bloody pain Sitting in my room all fucking day Just knowing there's nothing I could do to save this In a week I turn 18 And I know why you hate me Staring back at my cracked screen Can't forget the words you said to me Looking around nobody's here This is my world now the dust has cleared My barren wasteland now I got no fear Another one falls vermillion heavens appear Now I know you want someone else Cause you don't care what I felt Yeah you don't care what I felt I don't need you anymore Even though I'm still in pain Like a victim now my hearts still sore But now I know I'll be okay Don't know how to care anymore Yeah you lied and said you'd stay I'm trying but what is it for Knowing that I'll be replaced In a week I turn 18 And I worked out I hate me But I'm turning into someone else Just hoping I can break free Forget it, my heart was rented I ought to be a better tenant Hope the next person looks after it's health Cause god knows how that fucking felt Now your words are like shrapnel in my brain No one else knows this bloody pain Sitting in my room all fucking day Just knowing there's nothing I could do to save this Don't know how to care anymore Yeah you lied and said you'd stay I'm trying but what is it for Knowing that I'll be replaced