Adolescence

I know I haven't called but I love you bro I hope you understand that this is how I didn't think I'll plan this I'm damaged my fear is how I navigate the planet If I stopped myself from talking it would stop your friends from laughing at I'm putting salt up on the bandage I'm walking with a lasso on the stage as I rope-a-dope my only hope I'm hoping I won't overdose, I'm too old for the 27 club I'm a total joke I just hope that you're doing better I can't get on the phone right now I'm scared and I'm supposed to be the big older sister not remotely close I'm just trying not to break down, if you know, you know I guess maybe I should go to therapy 'Cause keeping it inside is something that is eating me alive I don't think that I will die, I ain't living to survive If you can see it you could see it in my eyes 'Cause fuck --- Adolescence - Backxwash