God Has Nothing to Do With This Leave Him Out of It

Oh no no, please god help me Oh no no, please god help me Oh no no, please god help me Oh no no, please god help me Cross my heart and hope to die I wish blood on my enemies For any penance I'm leaving out of these sentences And it's, it's not revenge If it evens out the demons out I won't pretend that I'm not screaming loud at the people now I'm off the vodka, how I deal with insecurity? The purity is how I see abusers flinging moves at me It takes me back to almost jumping off the ceiling While pumped on all the pills And almost lunging off the building Mama keep telling me, to ask the lord for forgiveness I want with these bitches, I want corpses and weapons In the morgue I'm the story that Dr Crowley envisioned I want horrible things if there's no recourse for my sin Throw caution to wind I show no remorse in the end I'm not for amends I'm cautious from the awful events It's awful again But this time before I do it I'll clean my fucking room so when they find me I'll be (Lord forgive me) Oh no no, please god help me (Lord help me) Oh no no, please god help me (Lord forgive me) Oh no no, please god help me (Lord help me) Oh no no, please god help me (Lord forgive me) Oh no no, please god help me --- God Has Nothing To Do With This Leave Him Out Of It - Backxwash