All That

Back, one more time Back when we was still outside (yeah) Church next door, we couldn't afford a tie I was only nineteen, I was down for the ride (woo) Everything around me on my passenger side (yeah) Embrace who we was, we was broke, we was live We would smoke, we was high, we would smile just to cry Fightin' to survive, just to get ideas out When niggas was hungry, couldn't afford the big house Niggas was scrawny, somebody break the ribs out Fightin' over meals, the crib was not our this house Man, press photo with the blue couch Now we hate each other just to hang out Oh, oh, oh (I know it ain't) All that (I know it ain't) All that Oh, oh, oh (I know it ain't) All that (I know it ain't) All that It's all of us sittin' there in the livin' room I'm like, "Fuck it, yo, this what we finna do I can't stand seein' us not there On the big screen with the homies here We know once we get that shot We gon' push limits and never look back" (yeah, uh) Fast-forward, everything feels backwards Everything went left at the Brit Awards When I decided not to show up or show support 'Cause I was tryna go solo before we went on tour (come on) Too much trauma for me to be at my highest (come on) I missed Ameer so me and Dom kept fightin', mm He almost pushed me off the edge (edge) But honestly, I shouldn't've said what I said I should've went to therapy instead And started to heal, that's what we all needed The record deal wasn't helpin' either (come on) That merch deal ain't help either (come on) Man, it gave me more money for alcohol I guess blowin' up ain't all that at all Oh, oh, oh (I know it ain't) All that (I know it ain't) All that Oh, oh, oh (I know it ain't) All that (I know it ain't) All that --- All That - BROCKHAMPTON