End Of Youth

I've been depressed since you left, try to the fill the hole with wine Stopped the drugs when she came, cleaned my act overnight If you reach with no reply, I'll see you when I see you, man You can't talk me through the fall if we don't know if I can land Tried to grow, but the past, it tears me down to size Tell the world how to process, but don't take the same advice Half remember what I said, then the morning's filled with fear Can't get a handle of my grief when every memory turns to tears It's been a long year and we're not even halfway there Is this the ending of your youth when pain starts taking over? I just don't know if I can ever just let it go Everything's falling apart, when love is real, there's never closure I guess it's all part of life, but I can't help but feel low We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth I've been lost since the teens but pretend it's all alright All my ups led to falls that led to trying to end my life Just a boy at the start, they lent on like a man You were meant to be my friend and not to take all that you can Disengage to create, try to reinvent the wheel No one knows what they want, so I just give you what I feel If I slip and get high, I know the low is always near When I'm down, I never see you, when I'm up, you all appear It's been a long year and we're not even halfway wait Is this the ending of your youth when pain starts taking over? I just don't know if I can ever just let it go Everything's falling apart, when love is real, there's never closure I guess it's all part of life, but I can't help but feel low We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh It's been a long year and we're not even halfway there Is this the ending of your youth when pain starts taking over? I just don't know if I can ever just let it go Everything's falling apart, when love is real, there's never closure I guess it's all part of life, but I can't help but feel low We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth We spend our youth with arms and hearts wide open And then the dark gets in and that's the end of youth --- End Of Youth - Ed Sheeran