If Love Ends

Two hundred miles outside Chicago in the winter I know I always say, "I love a grey area" I didn't mean it this way Two hundred miles outside myself and I can't help it You tell me what you need Every cell inside my body says, "That's who we're gonna be" I choose closing my eyes over rocking the boat Lost in my mind, I don't know where I go when I follow you When I follow you I choose try to contort in the old comfort zone Lost in my mind, I don't know where I go when I follow you If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it? I'm a people pleaser, but I'm inconsistent The part of me that's here is fighting With the part of me that isn't I told myself I'd never let anybody hurt you So, what the fuck do I do if I hurt you? I choose closing my eyes over rocking the boat Lost in my mind, I don't know where I go when I follow you When I follow you I choose try to contort in the old comfort zone Lost in my mind, I don't know where I go when I follow you If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? I'm sorry that I tried to love you in a way I couldn't keep up, I couldn't maintain Would you have preferred I never did it all? Like what was it even for? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? If love ends, is that not what we call it anymore? --- If Love Ends - JP Saxe