When You Think Of Me

Feels like a disrespectful oversimplification To say we wanted different things To brush it off with an explanation Like attachments styles and timing You were my everything Maybe that's part of the problem But I wouldn't change a thing Not from the moment it started When you think of me Are you settin' fire to every memory? And do you believe What doesn't last forever don't mean anything? 'Cause I swear I loved you fully And I'm sorry not for stayin' who we thought I'd be When you think of me Am I just another man who leaves? Just another man who leaves I hate myself for hurting you, but it would make it worse to fix it I wish I'd figured out a way of keepin' myself in it 'Cause I meant to be the man you were standin' with Not another tally line to justify your fear of abandonment And I hate how I lived up to your worst fears Makes it worse how it worked so well for three years And it could all be for the best in the end But for now, it feels like losin' my best friend When you think of me Are you settin' fire to every memory? And do you believe What doesn't last forever don't mean anything? 'Cause I swear I loved you fully And I'm sorry not for stayin' who we thought I'd be When you think of me Am I just another man who leaves? Just another man who leaves You were my everything Maybe that's part of the problem But I wouldn't change a thing Not from the moment it started When you think of me Are you settin' fire to every memory? And do you believe What doesn't last forever don't mean anything? 'Cause I swear I loved you fully And I'm sorry not for stayin' who we thought I'd be When you think of me Am I just another man who leaves? --- When You Think Of Me - JP Saxe