Far

How do I deal with rejection? I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now It makes me feel very small Well, that's great, if nobody wants you, you're free Try to wash all of my shit away Try to wash all my emotions Need a few brews, need a palm tree I be drinkin' in private, don't call me to party though Fuck on your nigga for cardio Too good, and he fell in love right away I put my feelings on layaway (ah) Done being used, done playing stupid Done faking cool (I don't want none of that shit, I don't want it) Done being screwed Done feeling clueless That's how you do (do me) (I don't want none of that shit, got me runnin' so-) Far Far, like I don't recognize me Far, far 'cause I let you define me I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far Lately, I feel less cool than before (Already under my bed about) (Don't need you around to tell me I'm special) Made you check your bullshit at the door (Got adapted to help me to feed my ego, nobody want me to be my hero) Always on my mind, trust is hard to find Everything reminds me of us I just want my sanity back Better than being your enemy (Better than letting go scared of that) Done being used, done playing stupid Done being cool (I don't want none of that shit, I ain't goin') Done getting screwed Done playing clueless That's how you do (I don't want none of that shit, got me runnin' so-) Far Far, like I don't recognize me Far, far 'cause I let you define me I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far I remember when you had me upside down Stress me out and turn me out, it's all back now (oh-oh) I remember when I wasn't so burnt out I rather-rather be your enemy, ready to let it go Draggin' me Far Far, like I don't recognize me Far, far 'cause I let you define me I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody Far, stay far, it's so far --- Far - SZA