Special

I wish I was that girl from that Gucci store She never wore any makeup and she owns couture I got pimples where my beauty marks should be I got dry skin on my elbows and knees I never liked her, wanted to be like her Hate how you look at her, 'cause you never saw me Like was an arm piece, like I was an ordinary girl I wish I was special I'd give all my special Away to a loser Now I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made Just like you Just like you I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin Heard Pilates is in, bet your windows out You gon' hear mouth, you could kick me out You say I'm too wild, you gon' hate me now Boy, you got me fucked up, now I'm gettin' fucked up Thinkin' 'bout us fuckin', why you'd have to fuck her? I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me Like I was an ordinary girl? I wish I was special I'd give all my special Away to a loser Now I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made just like you Just like you (Just like you) (Just like you) (Just like you) (Just like you) --- Special - SZA