Lonely

In my head the monsters keep me up all night digging holes into my mind they control me yeah my beds the only place that I can hide waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely nowhere to go haven't found it yet I've been burning myself out like the ash of a cigarette and I say i'm fine yeah it's all in my head so why am I running from my own damn silhouette okay, here I go again on the kitchen floor surrounded by a life I just can't afford brown paper bags from the liquor store sorry i'm not the one that you loved before but In my head the monsters keep me up all night digging holes into my mind they control me yeah my beds the only place that i can hide waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely and everything I can't say out loud you put a hole in my chest and it all came spilling out yeah and then there's those nights I can't tell if I'm alive i'm too broken to fight but way too lonely to die In my head the monsters keep me up all night digging holes into my mind they control me yeah my beds the only place that I can hide waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely it gets lonely yeah well here I go again on the kitchen floor staring at the lines on the cutting board I don't even know what i do this for sorry i'm not the one that you loved before but In my head the monsters keep me up all night digging holes into my mind they control me yeah my beds the only place that I can hide waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely it gets lonely