Messy

had nice things but I broke em all now I’m screaming at my crystal ball when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy tunnel vision yeah I shut you out yeah I’m sorry that I let you down when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy the sun is up but i just don’t wanna face it I found my phone but I lost my motivation took all my big dreams and threw em in the basement 20 something yeah i’m running out of options running from these demons in my old doc martens mixing all my problems up with grenadine I try but i just can’t get it right had nice things but i broke em all now i’m screaming at my crystal ball when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy tunnel vision yeah I shut you out yeah i’m sorry that I let you down when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy I keep my medication underneath my pillow anxiety hangin over my head just like a halo I’m too afraid to see the world so I just lay low I lay awake and try to tell myself a story but even all my fantasies are pretty fucking boring that’s why I fill my cup and I feel it in the morning I try but I just can’t get it right had nice things but i broke em all now i’m screaming at my crystal ball when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy tunnel vision yeah I shut you out yeah i’m sorry that I let you down when did it get so heavy and how the hell did I get so messy I know it’s been a bad year I’m sorry I can change change for anyone and I don’t wanna stay here I’m sorry I can’t change Change for anyone I know it’s been a bad year I’m sorry I can change change for anyone and I don’t wanna stay here I’m sorry I can’t change Change for anyone