DROWNING

I want the end of my problems Take drugs but that never solves them My friends are worried don't call 'em I don't wanna be a burden but I've been Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin' Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin' Always foolin' everything around me And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin' Bad news, bad news, always bad timin' I'm always feelin' dead, but the reaper never finds me Pushin' everyone away, all these calls I'm declinin' Gettin' sick of bad days, what's the point of even climbin'? Don't save me, I won't let you in Just let me crash and burn Just watch me fall apart Got so many scars, how'd I fall so far? And I'm always breakin' Maybe death will take me Think I'm always wastin' my time again, no I want the end of my problems Take drugs but that never solves them My friends are worried don't call 'em I don't wanna be a burden but I've been Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin' Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin' Always foolin' everything around me And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin' Yeah Too many times that I've been fallin' off the edge now Try to be there for my family but I still feel like a letdown And my mom's textin' me suicidal shit I try to cope, try to breathe, when I'm facin' this And all the walls started cavin' in It feels like I've been here before And I swear I always feel ignored My face numb, stressed out, wanna run away from the world now And I'm always breakin' Maybe death will take me Think I'm always wastin' my time again, no I want the end of my problems Take drugs but that never solves them My friends are worried don't call 'em I don't wanna be a burden but I've been Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin' Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin' Always foolin' everything around me And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin' --- DROWNING - Josh A