ON THE EDGE

I've been down this road before I've been broken down by all of my problems And I've been in this war But all of these trenches just ain't new to me, no And I'm on the edge again, but I won't Break down again before I fight 'em And I'm always fallin' down, but I won't run No, I'm not done Yeah I've been lost in my mind What's the cost if I try? Scared of lettin' go 'Cause I don't know what's on the other side Another day in my bed again What's the point of livin' life If you just play pretend while everyone's passin' you by And I try, tell me that it's okay Even if it's not true, tell me that I won't change Can you catch me when I'm fallin', when I'm callin'? Don't know where I'm goin', I don't want this I blame myself again before I mess up I bottle up the pain, I'ma drown my mistakes now And I've been down this road before now Always in this war now And I'm on the edge again, but I won't Break down again before I fight 'em And I'm always fallin' down, but I won't run No, I'm not done Lettin' go, lettin' go, swear I'll never go back So alone, on my own, but I never show that I got everything I ever wanted, but it doesn't feel the same Tell myself I made it, but I never really changed I guess I'm just stuck in my ways I'm so impatient, I don't wanna take this And it's so easy to think that you're worthless But there's more to life, everyone has a purpose Blame myself again before I mess up I bottle up the pain, I'ma drown my mistakes now And I've been down this road before now Always in this war now And I'm on the edge again, but I won't Break down again before I fight 'em And I'm always fallin' down, but I won't run No, I'm not done --- ON THE EDGE - Josh A