ballad of a homeschooled girl

Cat got my tongue And I don't think I get along with anyone Blood running cold I'm on the outside of the greatest inside joke And I hate all my clothes Feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones So I guess I should go The party's done, and I'm no fun I know, I know, I know, I know I broke a glass, I tripped and fell I told secrets I shouldn't tell I stumbled over all my words I made it weird, I made it worse Each time I step outside It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah I laughed at the wrong time Sat with the wrong guy (uh-huh) Searching how to start a conversation on a website (I'll flirt) Talked to this hot guy Swore I was his type Guess that he was making out with boys like the whole night (oh) Everything I do is tragic (oh) Every guy I like is gay (oh) The morning after I panic (oh) Oh god, what did I say? (Oh-oh, oh) I broke a glass, I tripped and fell I told secrets I shouldn't tell I stumbled over all my words I made it weird, I made it worse Each time I step outside It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide, yeah When I'm alone It's fine But don't let me out at night It's social suicide, it's social suicide Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah I broke a glass, tripped and fell Told secrets I shouldn't tell Stumbled over all my words Made it weird and made it worse Each day that I'm alive It's social suicide It's social suicide Wanna curl up and die It's social suicide It's social suicide Don't let me out at night I'm shocked I'm still alive It's social suicide Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah Thought your mom was your wife (ah-ah) Called you the wrong name twice (ah-ah) Can't think of a third line (ah-ah) La-la, la-la, la-la (ah-ah) La-la, la-la, la-la (ah-ah) La-la, la-la, la-la (ah-ah) La-la, la-la, la-la Ugh --- ballad of a homeschooled girl - Olivia Rodrigo