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I was bored out my mind Lost my whole appetite When I could come to life, I didn't You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard I thought good riddance I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was I never was Used to lie to your face Twenty times in a day It was my little strange addiction But you still tried to stay While I'd self isolate And I knew but I stayed hidden I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was I never was I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was I never was And I destroyed every silver lining you had in your head All of your feelings, I played with them Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning We were too different You were so sensitive Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent Now I feel terrible about how I handled it And now I Now I bet you resent all of me, all of it Angry, blocking me over the internet Promise, I don't forget all of my fault in this 'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home All of my self control kinda got difficult But I deserve it though But I deserve it though You were there all the time You're the worst of my crimes You fell hard I thought good riddance I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was I never was Oh, I never was the best to you I never was the best to you I never was I never was --- Best - Gracie Abrams