This is what the drugs are for

This is what the drugs are for Turn the lights off on the come down I still get emotional When I think about your old house Hopefully, the high Works to change my mind Now, I feel you in my room Haven't seen you in a lifetime What am I supposed to do When you used to be my lifeline? I've counted all the days Since you walked away Look now I'm alone again I've gotten used to sleeping here without you Though I've tried I can't pretend That I don't sit around and think about you When all I ever do is think about you In the middle of the night I got caught inside a fever Almost called a hundred times Just to ask if you might leave her She appears in dreams Chasing after me Look now I'm alone again I've gotten used to sleeping here without you Though I've tried I can't pretend That I don't sit around and think about you Look how I just lost a friend I'm burying your things inside my bedroom All distractions in the end Don't work, I'm left to sit and think about you Like all I ever do is think about you I'm still waiting by the phone You painted my life indigo A kind of blue I hate to know Where everything turns kind of cold Look now I'm alone again I've gotten used to sleeping here without you Though I've tried I can't pretend That I don't sit around and think about you Look how I just lost a friend I'm burying your things inside my bedroom All distractions in the end Don't work, I'm left to sit and think about you Like all I ever do is think about you --- This is what the drugs are for - Gracie Abrams