Right now

Look at me, I feel homesick Want my dog in the door And the light in the kitchen From the fridge, on the floor And the faint overhearing Of my mom on the phone Through the walls of my bedroom Things that I shouldn't know Think the bus might be broken 'Cause the shocks never work We're collectively hoping That the drive will be short People 24/7 It's the best and a curse All they do is remind me That I'm still introverted I'm so high, but can't look down Left my past life on the ground Think I'm more alive somehow I feel like myself right now Pretty far from the ocean Never thought that would hurt Every lake here is frozen Which is making it worse This is somebody's hometown Never been here before Writing down every street sign Missed the spelling, I'm sure And I ended a friendship On the day that I left And though I really meant it It still makes me upset Am I losing my family Every minute I'm gone? What if my little brother Thinks my leaving was wrong? Oh, oh, I'm so high, but can't look down Left my past life on the ground Think I'm more alive somehow I feel like myself right now I'm so tired, but can't sit down What if this is it for now? Think I'm more alive somehow I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now Mmm --- Right now - Gracie Abrams